sorry, guy shut the computer off. he pushed my mom against the door...i went home becuase somthing was telling me to go home! i didnt want to but everytime i said i dont want to go it just made me seem i NEEDED to go home. i now know...i had too keep ashton away, because if i didnt he was going to end up falling down the stairs...i caught him, he pushed my mom down and ashton was behind mom and ashton got pushed back and i caught him...then it got worse me and brittany got called c***'s and everything else.
i called the cops and after like 5 mins of talking to the lady the cop came and he said thet they can only take guy aways if he threatons to kill me and/or he cuts me or bruises me and so on...taht is bull *! i hate washingtons laws! and whats worse is my mom denied the whole her getting pushed...but the cop told me and brittany that he belives us not my mom because that is typical in a verble and abusive relationship. i started crying more...
their is nothing that will ever be done. guy will always be their. i no my mom will never leave him EVER. hes a monster that i will never be able too destroy! im shaking so bad right now! i have type 2 diabetes and my blood sugar is not supose to be that high and besides sugars that can raise it so does worring and stuff like that, so i am only imagineing how high it is right now...i cant take much more my dad said he might have too take me and mersadies out of that situation...i cant just leave my brothers and brittany behind and my dog maxx i just cant! i dont, i cant do anything...
i didnt belive i even called the cops...i have always said i am going to when they fight and it gets really bad but i get too scared. this time i just did it....
mersadies has been at my dads all day, same as I but then i went to my moms because of somthing in my head told me too...thank god i did. or else fighting would still be going and ashton would have gotten hurt. and luckely gavin (9year old brother) is at his friends for the night, so it was me ashton brittany guy and mom. i know this sounds good that i stoped ashton from getting hurt and calling the cops but i have to realize, it is just going to keep happening and happening and it is going to get worse and worse. and their is nothing i can do the cops wont do anything! all the guy did was talk to him and say "that not cool" and obviously that didnt work,because right when the cop went upstaris to go talk to guy on the deck i called my dad, he came and got me than i left...then after i got back to my dads "where i am now" i was balling my eyes out "which i still kinda am" and got on the computer then my dad came in and said " if brittany needs too come over she can" so i called the house "i would've called her cell but she got that tooken aways for no reason" but i called their my mom answered and yelled at me than brittany got on and said that as soon as the cop left guy came in and started scream at her and saying "BRITTANY YOUR NEVER EATING IN MY HOUSE AGAIN!! THIS IS MY HOUSE I PAY FOR EVERYTHING!!! IF YOU WANT TO EAT GO BUY YOUR OWN S***" but their was alot more cuss words... birttany didnt come over, she couldnt...my mom then said well brelynn if you think your moving in their your not!!!
Now its 11:37pm and i cant sleep so i am on here trying to talk to people and seeing if anyone can help me in any way...i would go into the chat room but somthing about java wont let me...