First I wanna say thank you all for everything after I read your posts about me telling you guys about my health I guess I came across as giving up well no I am not a quitter I am a fighter,the day I posted my letter to you all I was in shock I knew things were not right with my breathing and all but I never expected to be told it was 50% worse.but after giving myself some time to let it sink in I decided I needed to find something I can do to make money and for it not to be physically hard for me either so I decided to buy the stuff and make glider toys as well as toys for other animals,as I get them done I will take pics and post them.I am not going to high price them but I will need to be able to make a little bit of profit from them that way when I move out when my divorce is final I will be able to live a little more comfortable.I love all of you people on here and I am made to feel like we are all just one big family,when any of you suffer a loss or feel bad I feel your pain,oh yeah if its not too cold in the morning I am going to try and go to a new church and meet some new people with my life where I am at as of now I am at a cross road and I need the support of people,I need god in my life now more than ever,please pray for me and ask god to make these fibers to stop growing and give me more time on earth as I am not ready to die.I have not and will not give up,my suggies need me.thanks again to everyone on here on this forum you are all important and special to me and if I can ever help any of you I will.just ask,be looking for the toys and hopefully you will buy and order them from me.

Get to work so we can see them. JK but I can't wait to see what you do.

You are in my prayers and I hope you find some peace and some new friends as you move on with your life and pass these crossroads. God Bless!

i cant wait to see your work either! im excited for you! i pray that everything starts healing or at least slowing down of the process for you to be able to breathe better. i pray for your new friends and a new change in life!